Spring??

Spring??? Oh no, not today. Last week was pretty nice - sunny, birds, young leaves, green grass etc. but what have happened today was a complete fiasco. What a nasty wind!!! Don't they above think about me?? That I'm being ill and I really do not accept such weather :-(( It only worsens the situation. I am being so worried about this Saturday, that I will not cope during the ceremony. I feel now like having fever, thrills and dreaming of spending a few days in bed. What can I do - it sounds stupid - but I can't do anything. I simply do not have time for getting better. It will be huge surprise if everything goes as it should be. First time being a maid of honour and what a malicious coincide... I won't write a word about that any more, it just must be ok and I hope it will be.

In the air you can feel many flower fragrances, you can hear like birds are singing to each other, each day trees outside my window are greener and bigger - it is the most beautiful season of the year - my favourite, best time for hope, love and a new start.