raining again :((

Some kind of windy day today. Quite nervous. It is raining or meanwhile wind is blowing. I can't think clearly. Lots of things are being done - slowly I can realise my plan for future. Another step in life. I even started to exercise more then before. Borrowed some new books. I want to educate myself a little. Yes, it sounds seriously - but it only should be for my pleasure. Eile mit Weile, as they say, so I am.